Tuesday, 25 August 2015
Bobo, he came on a special moment and was taken at the sudden-time.
My dog Bobo was stolen at our house in Serendah. He came on the right moment for all of us. A new sparkle in the family.
There was a hacker, multiple that and then on top a true friend was in the club.
Here my side of the invisible group of maniacs that been jealous on the success we had. And tried to break it all. My vision of the invisible enemy a fight that brought me to a bright but Mrs Su was there to get me down. Thank you Mrs Su and you are right I have a mother who waited for me home.
My side I never told anyone.
My side I never told anyone.
My former company EFC.....
Here I will tell my side of the bankruptcy and all things happen around....
My landlord...
YES finally hiding myself to look thing better to the outside then it is. It came to a point we living on the street. No house anymore when someone runs away with your company share and funds. And then you can not pay for your house any more.
Then month after month I need to kneel down to receive the rental.
One by one I will tell my side of the story.....
A new start back to loving myself again.
With my own Facebook page last month which I never liked to have (still have my doubt) then also my own blog. Yes Patrick has a blog. I was always against it because I saw it as a form of resentment.
But the resentment of other people makes me creating this blog. Because honesty you expect when we call this someone our best friend. But six year later me the guy who always liked to have both feet on the ground release it was a different kind of friendship.
When this person with his clan is also your business partner and decide to push you out and suddenly you have no grip on anything anymore. And you need to kneel down every day to get money for food or money for the medicine of my father. I made a mistake also in an other chapter will talk about. But in short form, never take a friend as your business partner.
Someone I met recently told me it could also release the feelings inside me. I never expected life can have such black shadow sides. Till I was 29 I was always singing in the shower, after that I never did again. Why? Maybe hunted by the black magic what a Malaysian friend back in 2010 told me. Maybe she is right I have no idea.
I have totally no resentment I maybe will mention their name once, when I think the time is right. But the purpose of this blog is to write away my concern, my view on certain event, the pain I have but mostly as I want to clear the name of my family.
As my story or better the story of what really happened to my family should be said. Again no resentment. Also as today I received the news that some individuals prefer to have me on the other side of the grass. Am I afraid? Totally not I am stronger then ever, but I want the truth to be known.
And it will not only be my words written here. No I have from everything hard proof the transactions, the goods/asset and the arrangement we made. But also the so many time listen (and bloody idiot I am believed him also) to his promises. "Bro can you not create some more time as in two weeks new fund will come in." Guess what it never came and I was the bad guy. In other chapter I will come back on everything and not to clear my name I will tell the truth. As I am so tired of flowering things or to make it sound different.
Back to the pain at my family, if there is one things I will never forgive him is the pain, the lies and the outright theft "true" friends brought to my family. Till my last breath I will protect my family. They are the most wonderful and caring people there are. And that made them also fragile. No words can used how evil people are to bring especially my parents in this situation. Once he said to a house agent "do take care of this people they are important for me" my mother told me this when I came back from office and she was proud of it. I still remember the twinkle in her eyes. Three years later he let them life on the street.
It is told to others that he pays for it and that I give problem to him. But reality is that he never paid back our funds, payments and goods we trusted to him. Now-a-day he twist it around. It is still a repayment clear like that. One good thing is being this poor as we are now. At least nobody can say we run away with their money.
Being poor is not the worse thing in life. But the trouble they brought us in. That is painful and seeing my mother on the bed as she can not take the stress and pain any more. My mother always going to hair salon or one cabinet full with skin care. Change into someone who does not care how anything looks like when she goes to the shop. Lazy? No she just emotional topped. Or my father a strong men turn into an emotional men who start to cry on moment he never did. And then I am blessed with the best sister in the world our relation is now not the best as it was before. But still nobody can break it. And a brother in law I have learn to appreciate greatly. And then my two adorable nephews they just a shin-light in dark moment.
The last two years I dream also of having a family. Just a simple carrying family. But in the situation I am now and the uncertainty of what will be done to my family again. Made me think that is it not smart to have a family now. That is also why I do not go out or I meet other people. I just can not find the energy and good feeling to do so. As I do not feel great about myself as I did before.
Did I made mistakes? Yes many and I also disappointed many not paying them back keep myself into the silence. Or just a disappointing event like showing up late or not as there was someone else who takes all the time. But I never forget a depth I have and I know one day I will clear my depth to everybody.
But and that is a very big BUT. Due to the news I received, I somehow fully distanced myself from it, it is totally enough I can not stand any more empty words. I have just one thing to say. Just do the only right thing you can do.
And back to resentment my formerly best friend is been poisoned by a female individual. A mental in-balance individual with a sickening jealousy topped with a fake creating of her life. She has resentment to everything that stands next to her toyboy (my formerly best friend) she tries to destroy. As females from that age we call lady but she is by far not, and to be named girl she had to many working hours on her back. And her new presentation I find so below any dignity. Totally no respect for her religion. OK a little resentment from my side but feels good lah.
But the resentment of other people makes me creating this blog. Because honesty you expect when we call this someone our best friend. But six year later me the guy who always liked to have both feet on the ground release it was a different kind of friendship.
When this person with his clan is also your business partner and decide to push you out and suddenly you have no grip on anything anymore. And you need to kneel down every day to get money for food or money for the medicine of my father. I made a mistake also in an other chapter will talk about. But in short form, never take a friend as your business partner.
Someone I met recently told me it could also release the feelings inside me. I never expected life can have such black shadow sides. Till I was 29 I was always singing in the shower, after that I never did again. Why? Maybe hunted by the black magic what a Malaysian friend back in 2010 told me. Maybe she is right I have no idea.
I have totally no resentment I maybe will mention their name once, when I think the time is right. But the purpose of this blog is to write away my concern, my view on certain event, the pain I have but mostly as I want to clear the name of my family.
As my story or better the story of what really happened to my family should be said. Again no resentment. Also as today I received the news that some individuals prefer to have me on the other side of the grass. Am I afraid? Totally not I am stronger then ever, but I want the truth to be known.
And it will not only be my words written here. No I have from everything hard proof the transactions, the goods/asset and the arrangement we made. But also the so many time listen (and bloody idiot I am believed him also) to his promises. "Bro can you not create some more time as in two weeks new fund will come in." Guess what it never came and I was the bad guy. In other chapter I will come back on everything and not to clear my name I will tell the truth. As I am so tired of flowering things or to make it sound different.
Back to the pain at my family, if there is one things I will never forgive him is the pain, the lies and the outright theft "true" friends brought to my family. Till my last breath I will protect my family. They are the most wonderful and caring people there are. And that made them also fragile. No words can used how evil people are to bring especially my parents in this situation. Once he said to a house agent "do take care of this people they are important for me" my mother told me this when I came back from office and she was proud of it. I still remember the twinkle in her eyes. Three years later he let them life on the street.
It is told to others that he pays for it and that I give problem to him. But reality is that he never paid back our funds, payments and goods we trusted to him. Now-a-day he twist it around. It is still a repayment clear like that. One good thing is being this poor as we are now. At least nobody can say we run away with their money.
Being poor is not the worse thing in life. But the trouble they brought us in. That is painful and seeing my mother on the bed as she can not take the stress and pain any more. My mother always going to hair salon or one cabinet full with skin care. Change into someone who does not care how anything looks like when she goes to the shop. Lazy? No she just emotional topped. Or my father a strong men turn into an emotional men who start to cry on moment he never did. And then I am blessed with the best sister in the world our relation is now not the best as it was before. But still nobody can break it. And a brother in law I have learn to appreciate greatly. And then my two adorable nephews they just a shin-light in dark moment.
The last two years I dream also of having a family. Just a simple carrying family. But in the situation I am now and the uncertainty of what will be done to my family again. Made me think that is it not smart to have a family now. That is also why I do not go out or I meet other people. I just can not find the energy and good feeling to do so. As I do not feel great about myself as I did before.
Did I made mistakes? Yes many and I also disappointed many not paying them back keep myself into the silence. Or just a disappointing event like showing up late or not as there was someone else who takes all the time. But I never forget a depth I have and I know one day I will clear my depth to everybody.
But and that is a very big BUT. Due to the news I received, I somehow fully distanced myself from it, it is totally enough I can not stand any more empty words. I have just one thing to say. Just do the only right thing you can do.
And back to resentment my formerly best friend is been poisoned by a female individual. A mental in-balance individual with a sickening jealousy topped with a fake creating of her life. She has resentment to everything that stands next to her toyboy (my formerly best friend) she tries to destroy. As females from that age we call lady but she is by far not, and to be named girl she had to many working hours on her back. And her new presentation I find so below any dignity. Totally no respect for her religion. OK a little resentment from my side but feels good lah.
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